Sunday, February 13, 2022

2200 West End Avenue

I ran off to Tennessee 
"Happy birthday to me!"
I didn't know I wouldn't wanna leave 
I went lookin' for adventure 
but didn't know what I was in for 
The Ryman, the Opry 
All the museums 
All the fun 
On a double decker bus tour 
Thru the streets of Nashville 
God came lookin' for me 
2200 West End Avenue 
I saw the sign- God loves everyone 
Unconditionally 
For two years I ran from God 
I avoided the Church 
So I thought that couldn't include me
I ran from organized religion 
I ran from religious trauma 
Hurry up, driver!
There's so much I wanna see 
There's so much I wanna do
Hurry up! I gotta get to the zoo 
But I didn't know these people were different 
this church at 2200 West End Avenue 
"God loves everyone unconditionally"
Words that danced in my head 
They followed me down to Chattanooga 
They held my hand on the Walnut Street Bridge 
I tried to run, but they chased me back 
They chased me all the way back to Lynchburg 
Slowly I began to believe 
These words also included me 
I stopped runnin'
No matter where I tried to hide 
God was sure to find me 
I began to realize that I could finally breathe 
when I stopped running and trying to hide
"God loves everyone unconditionally"
Now I know I'm truly free to be 
who I'm created to be 
I'm realizing the truth 
that found me at 2200 West End Avenue 
God loves and accepts me fully 
(and these people do too)
I can let my guard down 
and breathe 
I can finally breathe 
I can heal from the lies I was taught 
so many years ago, and the trauma 
Put the broken pieces back together 
Stay with me 
Let's make a masterpiece 

Friday, February 11, 2022

Haunted

I never knew your name 
but I'm haunted by your face everyday 
"Please don't laugh at me," (you said)
I would never laugh at your situation 
Part of which I've been in 
You were pregnant and homeless 
in the hot Nashville sun 
Mocked and humiliated as you asked for help 
I know it's embarrassing, scary
needing help, just to be turned away 
I wanted to help you 
I wanted to give you a hand up, not a handout 
Most people ignored you, or mocked and laughed 
I would've helped you, but I don't carry cash 
I was just a tourist, I'm not from Nash 
I wish I knew your name 
You're not forgotten, I promise 
I see your face everyday 
Six months later, over 400 miles away 
I think about you 
To wish you well is simply not enough 
I'm haunted by your words 
I think about your tears
I think about the burdens you bore
I remember your hair, disheveled 
the splotches of dirt on your face 
and the unclean dress you wore 
I remember, wishing I knew 
where the resources were,
where to find you some help 
I remember you, wishing there was something 
Just something I could've done 
to ease your pain 
Please believe me when I say 
I'm so sorry 
I think about you and cry 
I hope your baby was born healthy 
I hope you're in a better place in life 
I hope you've found peace 
I hope you've found relief 
I hope you know you're not forgotten 
That you matter, that someone cares