This Mask

I wear this mask

Because I can't be my authentic self around you 

I wear this mask 

Because you hate people like me 

I wear this mask 

Because it's the safe thing for me 

I wear this mask 

So that you won't be so harsh on me 

I wear this mask 

And it's so exhausting 

I wear this mask 

And it's hard to breathe 

I rip off this mask 

And everything I suspected is true 

I rip off this mask 

And you refuse to accept me 

I rip off this mask 

Even though it means living dangerously 

I rip off this mask 

And face the insanity 

I rip off this mask 

Air in my lungs and I breathe deeply 

I rip off this mask 

And accept me for me 

I rip off this mask 

And live authentically 

But I Wish I Didn't

I still think about you 

But I wish I didn't 

I still miss you 

But I wish I didn't 

I still love you 

But I wish I didn't 

I still cry over you 

But I wish I didn't 

I don't wanna do anything 

But I wish I did 

I just wanna sleep forever 

But I wish I didn't 

I just wanna move on 

But right now, it's too hard 

You stay on my mind 

But I wish you didn't 

Losing you still hurts 

But I wish it didn't 

I feel conflicted 

But I wish I didn't 

I still think about you 

But I wish I didn't